Promises,

Relink,

2009-08-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

People, I've moved to another blog (: Please do tag & relink! Tyvm.

www.20love05.onsugar.com

Won't be deleting this blog, might be back if I'm tired using onsugar.com, ha.

Broken,

2009-07-30T20:38:00.007+08:00

Won't be blogging for the time being, too much to handle. Back when everything's alright. Continue tagging alright, I'll reply! :D

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Yeetheng:D: you Chou Ren yi ge la! u knew i'll laugh & yes indeed i laugh the moments i saw the word "老婆" suddenly i feel so cold!

Hiii KaiRuNiSa! I think I catn sleep tonite due to laughter!

Hey kairunisa! ya my mum quit her job, but is for the time being only, she will look for a new job, or open shop on her own!

Reply:- Laughing is good^^ But can't laugh too much, will have wrinkles one. Really, beg lesson learn one! Hahaha. I seriously still have no idea what's kairunisa, but then.. it's seems like y'know? The malay teacher that throw duster & push the table one? What's that call? Kamaria?!! HAHAHA. I see, open shop? How come will quit leh?

Baby: Baby i promise you i won't ever let you down. SAo just trust me kay :)

I LOVE YOU BABY

Reply:- I believe you (: I love you too baby.

KAILIAN: yes?? wad Miss Tong in my msn?? i know u Mrs wong liao ;x

&& what's with yr china words! :) misses.

Reply:- What mrs wong leh? Don't make me shy can! Hahaha. Nothing lo, just want to to chat with you. MISS YOU WHAT!!! Hahaha.

No more,

2009-07-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

I'm left speechless.

Didn't attend school today, likewise for baby. Supposingly, I'm going over to his place. But his sister last minute skip school, so he got to come over to mine instead. Went back to sleep & call him at 10plus realising that he just woke up, I went back to sleep after we hung up & received yeetheng's sms at 11plus asking for lunch date. Baby called before she sms & asked whether do I want to eat anything. Was smsing with yeetheng all the way, then I heard someone talking outside when my house contains nobody at that moment. Scare the hell out of me, called baby & ask him to come fast cause I'm afraid. Suddenly, my door opens & it's baby! I was like, omg. Firstly, cause my hair is like a messy & next, I'm super shock that he's so clever to find the hidden key! Ha.

Lie on bed awhile & went to change, bused over to e!hub, meet yeetheng & michelle. Again, planned to have pastamania.. But baby kept saying it's not worth it & stuffs, so had buddy hoagies again. Like yes, we'd it just yesterday! But had pasta this time round^^ After lunch, went ntuc to find my longans that baby promised yesterday night. Can't find any at e!hub, so we bused over to whitesands to find :D Yay! Managed to find it, happy. Sportlinks to buy my shorts, then went off with baby to central while yeetheng & michelle went home. Central to rent cd & walk back home^^ Baby stayed until 6plus & he left for home (:

School's at 10am tomorrow, boringggg. Ends at 6pm! Omg :( I'm so going to suffer from muscle aches tomorrow manzxzx. Well, will be back again tomorrow. Pardon my wordy post!^^

Expected,

2009-07-27T20:40:00.005+08:00

宝宝，
今天听到你说的话，让我很害怕。真的很害怕失去你。
Can I trust that you won't let me down? I need assurance from you, I'm afraid :( Tell me that, you'll not let me down. Tell me that, I can trust & rely on you. I never expect that until now, I'm still thinking of the answer you give me. Promise me that you'll never let me down & you know I'll believe you.

Monday, a new week & a new start. Okay, forget about me saying new start :/ As usual, school's on. Like as if it'll stop on any random days -.- Same routine everyday, calling baby up from his sleep & getting back to sleep. & not to my surprise, he'd always go back sleep after I hung up the phone. If one day, me & baby can reach school on time, it'd be the biggest miracle. Ha, crap. School's at 9am & I left home at only 8.45am. Initially planned to take bus, but then baby reached simei which I'd no idea how come he can reach so fast. So, rushed to take train instead :/ Bought light food & walked to school with him. Reached school at 9plus nearing 10am, so I'm not mentioning we give beg lesson a miss. Ha. Bpf lesson was fine, project briefing :/ So yup, lesson ended at 11. It was raining, big to the uber max okay! Was shivering, like seriously. Poa lesson was okay as well, copy answers & notes from classmates as we didn't turn up lesson last friday. Lesson ended & we went back to pasir ris (:

Bused over to tanah merah & took train to pasir ris. Walk over to e!hub for lunch at buddy hoagies. Wanted to eat pastamania, but wanted something new. First time there & the food is reasonable though (: After lunch, sitted there & chatted. I don't know why I'll ask baby one random question & the way he reply me makes me think about it alot alot. But he assured me already :D Walked over to polyclinic to take my bloodtest result. As expected, my sugar level increased by 0.3 :( 0.3 only eh! Then baby don't let me eat sweet things already, still say must start to cut down already. Ohmygawd, please just shoot me to death! But anyway, everything's fine! :D No medicine, nothing! Walked home & half way, sitted down at the stairs away to like a see see our timetable. See when can skip lessons, when must go. Cartoon or what?!! & we've come out to an answer (: Alternate week skip tuesday & friday lesson. HAHAHA, we're just plain lazy to go for lesson. Walked back to rent cds back to my house to watch. Dinner & watch until 8plus, baby left for home^^

4.9/6.0

Back to post tomorrow (:

Ends,

2009-07-26T23:15:00.007+08:00

老婆，

你别担心，我还很爱你哦！虽然我们之间发生了一些问题，不过。。我还没打算放弃，因为我知道你还爱我啊。哈哈！你别难过好吗？不然我会让你笑到不能睡觉哦！道时你别怪我啊。我知道你要问我为什么要用华语来告诉你，因为呢，我比较容易表达自己。对不起了，要让你动动头脑！哈哈。我爱你哦，要爱我跟多哦！因为我很爱你啊，我知道你一定在笑。哈哈！

对不起，最近没有什么陪你们。我知道我忽略了你们，真的很对不起。不过，我还是很爱你们的咯。我们还有好多东西还没一起做，还没去唱歌，还没吃火锅。还没去玩好多好多东西哦。我有想你们，是真的。要相信我哦。

宝宝，

虽然我们在一起的时间就只有短短的两个月，不过。。我们所做的一切会令我觉得我们在一起有几百年了。哈哈！我不懂怎样表达我有多么的爱你。就是，很爱很爱你咯。我不想失去你，因为我已经习惯有你的生活了。你这个大傻瓜！别担心了，我是爱你的啦！没有别的男人，就只是你啦。笨蛋。虽然最近我很不开心，但是你放心啦，我会没事的。你爱我多一点，我就伤心少一点。怎样？哈哈。我爱你，好爱你。

So.. Dedications & assurance done^^ Used chinese to express myself, cool or what?!! :D Anyway, Great chat with my baby & fat last night^^ Lunch date with fat soonnnnn~ Gonna do some catch up with him.

Today I stayed at grandma's place the whole day. Okay, nothing much to elaborate about. Just, found out some truth about somethings. Speechless, nothing to talk about. Won't be saying much of that either :/ Ask me, if you're keen! Hahahaha, retard~

Ohoh! Bloodtest result out tomorrow. Wish me the best then (: Okay, it's late already. Got to get to bed! Bye & goodnight :D

Tags reply:-

Baby: Ahahas your butt won't crack luh lol, where got so easy crack de?

Daddy hopes that mummy won't be angry :)

Hmm dont hink too much ok baby, dont think about today, tomorrow or anything.. Just us and only us

Reply:- I'm not angry luh, just trying to tease you! :D Making you jealous makes me feel important to you. Hee, I'm so sick manzxzx. Love me more, then I won't anyhow think already uh. Hahaha.

Cecilia: paiseh, use untill your BABY name. =x

Reply:- Zzz, your tag is so lame canzxzx.

Clarissa: oh so can see really still have quite some time to go., nvm time flies, countdown for ur nxt holidae.

ya iie understand uue cant take too much swiit stuffs

Reply:- I think the next holiday is still damn long. I don't even know when, how to countdown? Lol. Hope it comes fast. Anyway, yup. Can't take too much sweet stuffs :/

I'd gained something.

Soon enough, I'm going to lose something.

The only question is, when is that happening?

It'll happen, I know this well enough.

Oh, fuck this feeling I've inside me.

Lost,

2009-07-25T21:46:00.006+08:00

Love makes me a complete changed person.

: I don't know why, don't question me this. I can't explain it to myself, not to even explain to anyone who ask me this. I know it best that I'll get back a broken heart one day. I know it, I really do. But I really don't know why I'm still loving a guy so much. Maybe, I believe that, not all guys is like this. Maybe, I still believe in fairytales. & that's happily ever after. Naive, stupid. But what could I do? I'm all along this way, sigh..

Let me start blogging about yesterday first.

Friday, 24th July 2009.

Baby & I give school a miss again. Supposingly, I was going to his house. But his mum didn't work, so he ended up coming over to pasir ris. Met him 12plus at whitesands, bought bubble tea & bus over to central for lunch. Had roti prata cause I wasn't really hungry. Rent Final destination 1 & 2 only. Cause part 3 was m18 & the auntie doesn't allow me to rent it :( Walked back home & do some housechores first. Luckily baby's there to help me out, if not I'll be damn tired :/ He helped to hang towels while I sweep & mop the floor^^ Everything's done after awhile & we went to watch our show :D It was damn nice I swear! Brother came back & it totally turn me off. Daddy came home not long after & going out again to fetch mummy home. Mummy called & ask me to help her buy some stuffs at whitesands. So baby & I walked all the way to whitesands to buy those stuffs. Bought some light food & egg tarts! :D Hee. Walked back home & continue watching our cds. Dinner & we went inside my room to chat^^ Shoot a video of baby faking cry. I so want to post it out but then, he doesn't allow me to :( It was damn hell funny I tell you! I watch it over & over again, just find him damn cute & funny can. Hahahaha. Baby, you'd better not disturb me. Else, I'm so going to post it up for everyone to see it! Chatted & he left for home at 9plus^^

Saturday, 25th July 2009.

Happy 2 years & 6 monthsary, wife (:

: I've said what I want to say over in the sms. Remember this well enough, I still love you alright? :D Smileee^^ & love me too. Hee.

Today, it was awesome. Like totally. Woke up at 11plus, sms baby & went outside for some light breakfast. Checked the movie timing & realised that the show I want to watch is out already. So changed plan, meet baby at boonlay instead of jurong east. Baby went to buy tickets first & came to the mrt station fetch me, cause I don't know how to walk :/ Old chang kee for some light food & walk over to cinema. Bought hot chocolate & catch the movie, The hangover, 2.50pm. Overall, the show is okay only. Not really very funny though :/ But it's still worth watching! The next movie, Up! I'm so going to watch that show :D After movie, trained over to jurong east. Walked over to imm & it was big to the uber max okay! Walked around & had dinner at ajisen. Headed to giant aftermath, it was damn big I swear. I suddenly feel like eating longans, baby go steal one for me to eat. Ha. After walking one big round, decided to buy longans back home :D So cheap, 70cents only. Lol. Left imm at 7plus & walk to mrt station. Baby waited with me for train & he left for home after it arrived. Reached pasir ris, bought bubble tea & bused home.

Tomorrow, I'm not meeting anyone. Staying at home, a good girl! :D Or, maybe going over to grandma's with mummy? Hm, not sure yet. Shall see how things go.

I don't know why I'll fall for you so deeply when I know you might let me down one day.

I'm sorry, for breaking the promises I'd made to anyone.

I'm a failure, I know it best.

I'd hurt people around me, I'd failed to hold to what I've said to people.

From now on, I won't make any promises.

In that case, I know I won't hurt anyone, anymore.

Smile,

2009-07-23T21:21:00.005+08:00

Smile like how I used to.

Today, a pretty nice day. At least that's the case for me^^ As usual, morning call baby & go back to sleep. Meet baby at simei mrt station before walking to school together. Random chats & laughters as usual. Reached school at around 9.20am. Bpf lesson was fine, not really in the mood to study cause I was really tired :/ But anyway, I managed to learn something. Beo lesson was next, it was okay at first. Don't know why I'll have terrible headaches suddenly, mood was drag down though. Much better afterthat^^ Lastly, poa lesson. It's getting more & more boring though :/ Ended at 12plus. Yeetheng & michelle waited for us outside our class. Asked them to go along with us to tampines for lunch^^

Lunch at foodcourt & I got irritating calls from home. Baby helped me to answer the calls, he's super funny okay. Using those irritating voices to answer them. Ha :D Headed over to century square to buy baby's contact lens. While walking, called up fat & asked if he's around in store. So he can help me keep those heavy stuff while I go watch movie. Luckily he's working, else I got to carry those heavy stuffs into the cinema. After buying, went separate ways with the both of them while baby & I headed back to tampines mall. Popular to buy somethings & waited for fat at mcdonalds. He reached only after an hour or so lo, waited like mad -.- But yea, passed to him & we went off to watch movie. Caught the movie Fighting, 4.50pm. This show is so not suitable for ladies to watch, it was kinda boring :( But yea, quite exciting when they fight though. Hahaha. Movie ended around 6plus nearing 7pm. Mcdonalds to take back my things & left for home. Baby bounced back, so took train with me until pasir ris. Parted with him & took bus home.

Tomorrow, giving school a miss. It's baby idea! Not mine, so it's not me who break the promise uh. Hahaha. Going over to baby's house to watch Final destination 1, 2 & 3. Hope I can find it at the rental shop. Cause I want to watch part 4 which is coming out soon! :/ Saturday, baby's gonna bring me to walk around his area there. Shit, my butt is so going to crack.

: Thanks for the card^^ Yours will be on monday. Hee, love you.

Okay, apologies for the wordy post. Will post a picture up tomorrow! Gonna take photos with baby :D Bye & goodnight. Tag me people!^^

Tags reply:-

Baby: Hahas biting is really painful uh

Reply:- But I know you'll still let me bite if I'm not in a good mood lo. Right? Heeeee.

Clarissa: haha ur long is how long? to me 1mths away is already consider very long

hee uue dunnoe mehx, sumtyme when uue feel giddy or wat aft blood test or donation, e doc or nurse will tell uue drink milo derhx ^^

Reply:- I think still long leh. Cause I just started school not long only :( Lol, serious? Never leh, the doctor no ask me drink leh! HAHAHA. Can't drink too much also, it's sweeeeeeeet.

Obsessed,

2009-07-22T19:22:00.004+08:00

You're the only guy I want in my life.

Baby.
No other humans loves me like how much you do. You'd touched me deeply with your actions & words. Those sweet loving words, those retarded yet cute actions. Giving me the warmest hug, giving me those classic faces, faking cry infront of me, letting me bite your hand, letting me pinch you & lastly, giving me those sweetest kiss. You said, as long as I'm happy, you're happy too. Nobody has done all these to me, except you. Nobody has said those words to me, except you. I'm so glad, so happy having you by my side. Really^^ I want more time with youuuuuuu, hee. Thanks for being there for me the last few days when I'm down^^ I love you, & I really do (:

I'm feeling much more better, but still having cramps. I'm so tired right now that I can't think of what to blog~ My eyes is shutting down, but I so want to eat my burger before I sleep, heeeee.

A cooling day today, raining raining & raining. Called baby up at 7.30am & went back to sleep until 8.45am. Sms baby & he no reply. Call him again & he still at home at 9.30am!!!~ Idiot. End up, give 10am lesson a miss & I watch television until 10plus before leaving home. Daddy keep nagging, bobian. Wanted to take cab go school, but then it was still early. So took train to simei & wait for baby to reached. Bought milk tea after that while baby went starbucks buy coffee. Walked to school under the slight rain, romantic or what?!!! :D Hee. Poa was okay, do practical & after that, went for lunch. My stupid idiot went to sit already never even tell me. Make me walk & talk at the same time when he's not even behind me can! Still laugh at me?! Make me feel so retard lo :( So yea, bpf lesson was okay today. At least learn something for this lesson^^

After school, went to tampines with baby to see somethings. Headed to have pastamania for late lunch^^ Basement to buy my egg tarts! :D Trained back to pasir ris, buy dinner & bused home. Reached home & went to whitesands afterthat again. Zzz, to pay the bills. Lol. Bused home again afterthat^^

Tomorrow, school's at 9am to 6pm. Boring to the uber max!!! :( Going to psycho baby not to go to the don't know what event. Heehee, please hope that I can do it! :D

Tags reply:-

Clarissa: =) still got bout 1mths plus den holidae... haha uue lehhx?

all e bez for e bloodtest result =) hmm drink more milo replenish blood =DD

Reply:- Oh, I see I see. My holiday still long uh :( Thanks, drink milo? Will help meh? LOL.

Baby: I enjoyed today with you too

I promise i will go through everything with you no matter how tough they can be :) Oh an sorry for the black face today uh

hmmm have a good rest kay

Baby hahas you and i both managed to sleep today uh

Reply:- Baby! :D Promise? Okay, I'll remember it! :D Apology accepted^^ & I love you.

Yeetheng:D: i think is ur dayima that cos u so moody!

Reply:- Think so :/ Cramps are terrible!

Moodless,

2009-07-21T18:32:00.006+08:00

I don't know why I'm feeling this way.

Today, I give school a miss. Went to baby's house, super tired to the uber max. Reach his place, changed into his shirt & sleep. Suddenly feel like eating mcdonalds breakfast & baby ordered for me^^ After eating, sleep again. Wake up, awhile later, sleep again. Lol, super tired okay. Finally wake up at 3plus, went to toilet & realised that I come that one. Baby went to find his sister's one. Bo bian, I don't know I this month will so fast come. So didn't bring out any :/ Stomach cramp like mad & ask baby if I could take cab home. Baby send me to take cab & he left.

The taxi driver is such an idiot. Don't know how to go pasir ris don't want say. I say is at pasir ris & he still can ask me near tampines where. He keep turn one big round & still say he know. Know fuck man. He still thought that e!hub is whitesands. Wtf? End up, total fare is $28. Left that pathetic $8 for dinner, mummy called & ask me buy food for them to eat. $8, for me & another 3 in the family. After buying their dinner, I left that pathetic $2 for my dinner. I don't know why I'll suddenly drop tears like free :'( Feel so pathetic & stupid. Anyhow buy one packet of mee fen & bused back home.

I'm having a bad headache, bad cramps & bad mood :'( I feel like crying, I feel like shouting. Don't ask me why, cause I don't know why. Ha, stupid.

Bye.

From tomorrow onwards, I got to fulfil my promise made to baby :( That I'll attend school everyday, cannot skip already. I HATE SCHOOL SO MUCH :'(

No more,

2009-07-20T23:41:00.005+08:00

There's alot of things, I wish I'd never knew.

Living in this world for 17 years. I guess, this is the period of time where I'm suffocating. First time, I really wish I could stop everything. First time, I really wish I was deaf. First time, I really wish I was blind. & which, I won't be able to see what's happening. & I won't be able to hear any single lies from anyone. My heart aches, when I see things like this. My heart turns sour, when I hear all those lies. I'm disappointed, speechless. There's a saying, there'll always be good times after bad times. It's pretty funny that, good times is always gone in a blink of eyes. Yet, bad times passes slowly as if one day = one hundred years. Since few months back, things is never the same anymore, at least that's the case for me. I don't know whether it's the time who makes all these changes, or whether it's already planned by god. Cause, there's this saying, time changes everything.

I feel like drinking, I feel like eating one hundred packets of sweets, I feel like crying out loud, I feel like biting someone, I feel like hugging someone, I feel like lying on someone's shoulder, I feel like hitting somone to make myself feel better. Who's the noble one, then? No one is.

Fullstop.

It's too late,

2009-07-20T19:52:00.004+08:00

To care, or not to?

I enjoyed myself today. Carrying a smile to school today, cause it's me & baby's 2nd monthsary. But was pretty spoilt when I see baby's glum face. Meet him at east point at 9am, all the way to school, we didn't talk. Guess cause he's too tired to speak :/ Baby started talking only when we reached class, cause got aircon mah. Idiot~ After beg, went to cafe 2 take food for baby cause he complain hungry, zzz. Tmd, he tempt me okay! I want to eat but cannot, for the sake of the bloodtest I got to tahan :( Bpf lesson seriously turn me off manzxzx, boring to the uber max!!!~ Poa lesson was okay, lesson ends at 12plus nearing 1pm, left to take bus back to pasir ris to meet up with yeetheng & michelle :D

While waiting for them, me & baby went to shop & save to blow aircon, walk around. We keep exploring different types of maggi mee, which one is nice to eat, which one is not. Hahaha, to kill boredom y'see. Both of them came & we went to polyclinic. Wtf, I feel like slapping that stupid idiot nurse manzxzx. Just because it's monday, cannot accompany me in?!! What nonsense is that. Zzz. Bo bian I got to go in myself, blood test was super pain canzxzx. Still blueblack lehzxzx! :( Previous time blood test also not pain lo! :/ Bused over to dte afterthat for lunch with them, foodcourt. Initially planned to eat subway, but baby know that I don't like to eat that. Lol. So ya, eat duck noodle! :D Sit there for an hour plus, before going separate ways with yeetheng & michelle. E!hub to buy milk tea that baby promised & went to take bus home.

Tomorrow, I want to skip school. Totally not in the mood to attend school, totally not in the mood to do anything but to cry :( Sudden urge of crying. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say. Ah, just feeling so fuck tup. Fullstop.

It's love,

2009-07-20T00:00:00.006+08:00

Today marks our 2nd month together. With you, I experienced bitter, sour & sweet. Tears were never left out in our r/s, but nevertheless, the love is still there. As strong as compared to the time where we just started. I love you, for who you are. Baby, every little things that we've done, bring us nothing but joys & memories. I love you, really alot. No words could describe the love I'd for you. You're the only one, who could bring so much joy in my life.

Only you can give me the love that no one is able to give. Only you can sacrifice everything for me. Only you can give me what I want. Only you, who could make me fall for somone so deep, so deep. Baby, it's not the matter of time we're together. It's how strong the love is, that matters.

There'll be many more obstacles coming ahead us, promise that we'll go through it together?

Lastly.. Happy 2nd Monthsary, baby.

I love you, deep deep.

I know it's love,

2009-07-19T20:59:00.005+08:00

Empty words.

: Put me into your eyes.

I'd enjoyed myself today. Pretty fun + happy day for me, cause I spent it with baby. Actually planned to meet baby at tampines mall, but asked him to come to my house first because I want to sleep in a little bit more. Drag myself up at 1plus cause he's reaching soon. Bathe & stuffs, leave house at 2plus to tampines. Bought tickets for Obsessed, 4.20pm. Headed to pizza hut for lunch, as planned. Nice one :D Headed to buy baby's earpiece afterthat & ntuc to buy cotton buds. Back to watch the movie & it was nice. Great storyline, although I don't think it'll happen in real life. No girls will be damn bitch too, to snatch other people's husbands. Ha, but who knows? -.- Movie ended at 6plus, bought bubble tea & headed to take train home. Whitesands to buy dinner & something, then bused home (:

Tomorrow, it's our 2nd monthsary! :D & that equals to : I'm happy! I've clean forgotten that I need to go for bloodtest tomorrow, luckily baby reminded me. Or not I'll get another scolding from mummy tomorrow. Zzz, can't eat after 10pm. Hope I can remember :/ School's at 9am tomorrow, boring to the uber max. Don't feel like going manzxzx, but for the sake of that damn attendace, I got to attend. Blahhh~

Okay, I'll be back tomorrow. Got to do somethings already, bye & goodnight! :D Pictures soooon, lazy to take pictures nowadays. But soon! Stay tunes aye.

Tags reply:-

Clarissa: finally here to tag lerhx!!! touch mahx? =P sry for my laziness anywayy, but at least is e heart tat count rite?!!! see iie nv 4gt lehx!!!! =DD *self praaise =P

Reply:- Lol! Okok, so you'd better view & tag next time manzxzx. When's your holidays?

Baby: Hello baby hahas i miss you. Baby i will see you tomorrow uh :)

Reply:- I miss you too baby! & seen you today, enjoyed! Loveyou.

Theresa: Laughoutloud. No loh :)

Reply:- No mehzxzx? Then tag when you view my blog^^

Perfect reason,

2009-07-19T00:00:00.006+08:00

The reason is you.

: It's because I'd love you too much.

Wasn't a pleasant night with baby yesterday. Cried, talk & nearly end off everything. But yup, things are fine between me & baby now (:

I'm back from don't-know-who's wedding dinner. Um, it's mummy's cousin I think. Don't know. So ya, pretty obvious I didn't meet up with baby today. Cab over with ahyee to clarke quay for the wedding dinner. It was rather small & I was like telling baby that next time my wedding sure super big one. Lol. & I told him I'll be the prettiest bride. HAHAHA, joke. Lazy to elaborate about the dinner, so I'll just skip it (: Throughout the whole dinner, was smsing with baby^^ Nice. Everything ended at around 10plus, dajiu fetch us home.

Tomorrow, meeting baby to celebrate our 2nd monthsary^^ Eating pizzahut I think, don't know. Shall let baby decide. Monday school's on, boring to the uber max!!!~

& I'm tired to the uber max now.

Nothing else to post about, bye & goodnight^^

Decisions,

2009-07-18T14:59:00.005+08:00

How many more 20th will we spend together?

I love you, really alot.

This or that? You said, love is to sacrifice. I can sacrifice you, to exchange your happiness. Really, I can.

Sick of those games,

2009-07-17T21:14:00.006+08:00

Life is a flower of which love is the honey.

My current mood now is >> One reason to explains all, I spent my day with baby^^ Skipped school & wake up at 8am to bathe, leave house at 8.45am to baby's house. Trained all the way & train was quite fast today though. Hahaha. Reached his house at 10am & change into baby's big shirt, lie on his bed, sleep. Tired to the uber max okay. Slept for awhile, cause baby kept disturbing me. Zzz!!! Change & went to had breakfast cum lunch at coffeeshop. Walk back home, on the way, we saw one angmoh's breast & it's like big until cannot big already. Idiot baby keep looking at her breast okay! All the way until his house, didn't talk to him. Ha, reach home, change shirt & omfg, me & baby sees something!!! Damn fucking disgusting & I keep curse & swear that stupid old faggot. Ha, I know baby know. Search for songs afterthat, talked & play with him! :D Whoever blinks eye first is a loser. Baby loses most of the time manzxzx, lousy backside. HAHAHA. Disturb him using other guys name & he super jealous okay, blame himself for seeing other girls! Lol. Toilet to change back to my top & wtf?!! I saw something & let baby see. He immediately run back to his room, ass or what manzxzx?!!~ Left his place at 6pm. Walked over with baby to buy bubble tea & he send me over to mrt station :D

Wtf, mrt damn packed with people okay. & got one man in black keep look at me lo. Stalker. Tell baby & he scared lehzxzx, hahaha. Train reached eunos & everyone got to alight cause the train got technical problem, zzz. The next train come, super crowded inside & my earpiece wire stuck onto someone's elses laptop bag thingy. Reached pasir ris & those people damn fucking irritating. Like as if got fire like that canzxzx, walk & rushed to take the escalator like machiam the escalator will run away like that. Zzz, still walk down the escalator when it's fucking full of people. Rushing for time climb stairs lahzxzx, take escalator for what manzxzx? Typical singaporeans, -.- Enough of complaining~ Foodcourt to buy dinner & bused home :D

Tomorrow, not meeting baby. Got wedding dinner to attend, boring. Sunday don't know whether meeting anot & monday is our 2nd monthsary! :D But wtf, it's a school day.

Okay, nothing else to post. Bye & goodnight.

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Kailian: its okay.. meet asap (: Takecare.

Reply:- Yup, meet up soon alright? :D Love.

Theresa: zzz , will mircale mehs -.-

Reply:- Of course manzxzx, miracle uh. Lol.

Yeetheng:D: always let me wait so long! be it in action, be it in flag & be it in post!

Reply:- Lol. Good things are worth the wait y'know?!! HAHAHA, love.

Baby:You were the one who made me walk funny :)

hahas hmm i really do

Let'scelebrate it on sunday ba

Reply:- Lol, I'm so going to make you walk like that in public if you disturb me lo. Hahaha.
I love you too^^
See how things go luh, maybe don't want meet you uh. Hahaha, love.

Baby, we'd better meet on sunday lo, if not you suck.

You'd never know how I feel,

2009-07-16T23:33:00.007+08:00

Love works in a mysterious ways.

: Love is the most amazing thing isn't it? It can make two people be the most happiest person on earth, it can also make two people suffer like hell. Everyone define love in their own ways. Some said, it's sacrificing & doing silly things. I checked dictionary & it says, love is a strong affection for. So, what's true love?

Anyway, today was a pretty great day. At least something nice for me to mention here. School was at 9am, but I reached school only at 10plus. No, not oversleep. But did something for my dear baby. Cause my baby wants to watch Harry potter & the half blood prince & when I checked online, it was going to be full. I know baby will be sad if he's not able to watch it today. So yes, his great girlfriend, went to e!hub early in the morning at 9plus just to buy tickets for show 2.35pm. When I reached, then realised that cathay opens only at 10am. So ya, wanted to just go school & forget about buying, but for the sake of my great baby, I waited for cathay to open. Yes, for the freaking 30 minutes!!!~ Sms baby & he kept ask me what I was doing. Joke with him that I was with the salesman, he says that when I reach school, my head will be on the ground. Crappp!~

After buy tickets, rush to school by cab. Omfg, I damn broke still can take cab manzxzx. Baby, please be touched!!!~ For your sake manzxzx. Laughs. Beo lesson was okay, teacher spoke to us about the grouping thing. Ending up joined other group :( But yea, it's okay. Cafe 2 to take finger food then went for poa lesson. Class finish at 12plus, bus over to tanah merah interchange to take train back to pasir ris. E!hub for pastamania, baby treat! :D Movie was nice, at least I'd understand it. Ended at 5plus, 2hours plus manzxzx. Bused home with baby aftermath. Baby stayed for dinner & he's damn funnyyyyyy!~ First time I laugh so mad because of the way he walks. Even mummy say I crazy lo! :( HAHAHA, just so funny okayzxzx. Baby stayed until 9plus before he left for home^^

Baby says: cause I'd love you too much. >> My sweet baby :D

Tomorrow, going over to baby's house :D Wtf, long journey again manzxzx. Nothing much to post already, plus my dear wife is waiting for my post. HAHAHA, bye & goodnight.

; It'll never be long, ain't it?

If it does,

2009-07-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

True love doesn't exist.

A rainy day today :D Give sw lesson a miss & meet baby in school at 9.20am. First time, I call baby one time & he wake up already. But he stupid, went back to sleep & wake up only at 8plus. Bused over to whitesands to take cab & go over to yeetheng's place cause it was still drizzling. Reached school at 9.30am then realised that lesson start at 10am!!!~ Imagine I from 9.30am waited until 10.35am before baby reach school. Omfg, damn long canzxzx. So yup, give beo lesson a miss as well. Went to speak to teacher about our beo grouping, hopefully she's okay with just me & baby in a group. She damn funny, ask me one question.. 'Weifeng's your boyfriend ah?' Lol, what's that link to our grouping anyway? Zzz. Poa lesson was okay, do the price list & catalogue. Early dismissal at 12.30pm, give bpf lesson a miss & bused back to pasir ris with baby & yeetheng.

Went to eat laksa & baby had prawn noodle. Nice :D Went separate ways with yeetheng while me & baby walked back to my place. Baby wanted to sleep, but I asked him to go home & sleep all the way. If not got to wake up in the evening to travel back, more tiring. So he left at 4plus. Before he left for home that time, he damnzxzx funny! Keep say bye, yet don't want to go. Ha, don't want to go home lehzxzx. Silly boy~

Tomorrow, school's at 9am. Until 1pm, me & baby will release ourself :D Going to watch harry potter!!!~

Baby says: I rarely come your house, accompany you a little bit more uh. >> Sweet or what manzxzx?!! *blush*

Back tomorrow. Bye & goodnight.

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Clarrisa: hahahahha ic!! anywayy all e bez, know tat uue will be able to pull thru one.. everything will be alrite =D

Reply: Thanks! :D Yup, I'll be able to go through thiiiiiiiiis!~ Love.

Kailian: I need updatessss!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

Reply: Sorry dear, didn't tell you much. Will update you when we meet alright? :D Btw, I'm not able to meet on friday :( Love.

Cecilia (:: you never reply my tag. asshole!

Reply: Laughs. Reply for what manzxzx. You're so dead when you start work manzxzx, me & wf sure go visit you :D

Yeetheng:D: update ur blog early can?!!!

Reply: Lol, cannot uh. I need my afternoon naps nowadays. & only night time then use :D But will try earlier update okay! :D Love.

You can choose not to,

2009-07-14T20:55:00.004+08:00

Love is a verb.

Finally a post with picture^^ Anyway, planned to go for bloodtest today as doctor say to do it quickly & take the report quickly so as to see whether do I need to eat medicine anot. But hell, I forgot I shouldn't eat & I still eat so much, drink milk & everything. Blahhh~ Got to wait until friday already manzxzx.

So today, school was as usual. Calling baby up is a real hell for me :( Had to call like a thousand times before he's willing to wake up & answer the phone. Luckily today I don't have to call 15 times! Just 8 times & he picked up already :D Went back to sleep & woke up again at 6plus going 7am to do things. Left house at 7.30am like that & amazingly, baby reached school earlier than me. Ha. At there kept complaining when only waited for 10 minutes. Late for beg lesson but still, it was great :D Beo lesson was nice also, had test & I could do it pretty well^^

Lessons end & headed over to tampines mall with baby first. Bought tickets for The haunting in connecticut, 4.50pm. Pizza hut to wait for yeetheng to come, had lunch together :D It was great, like really. Chat about many stupid things & we kept laughing like mad manzxzx! It was really nice, like, so long since me & yeetheng laugh together like mad. Hahaha. I was like suggesting to go to tampines 1's times to see the toys. Then baby kept ask me why I want go, yeetheng suddenly say cause I want go see a salesman from times. Hahaha! & there goes my creative mind thinking of tricking baby :D Seeing him not happy make me damn happy lehzxzx. Ha. Headed to say cheeze for cheesecake. Baby treat meeeee, lychee cheesecake! But eat long will damn feel like puking. Hahaha. Sat there & chatted nonsense again & there goes our laughters. HAHAHA! :D We all left aftermath, yeetheng went back to pasir ris while me & baby continue to walk around aimlessly. My baby is super duper funny okay! He's jealooooous!!!~ He keep asking me stupid questions like, how come you like that guy sia? How come you look at other guys? & ask me whether do my head want to be on the floor anot. But he's very sweeeeeet also :D

B: I love you.
Me: Who am I to you?
B: Who are you to me?
Me: I don't know eh, you must tell me uh.
B: You think uh.
Me: I don't want eh.
B: Okok, you're my half girlfriend.
Me: Half only uh? Then another half is who?
B: Another half is my baby lo.
Me: Who's your baby? I help you tell her she's your baby.
B: Oh, that one lo, wearing brown adidas jacket.
Me: *Secretly smile awhile & burst out into laughter afterthat*

Awww, he's sweet right? *blush* Times at tampines mall to kill time, baby read his book while I read mine as well. Okay, I didn't read. I was walking around checking books. Ha. Walk over to cinema & movie was nice. Although it was kinda scary, but overall the storyline was niceeee! :D Next movie, The hangover. Yes, I'll wait for that show to come out! Movie ended at 6plus nearing 7pm & we headed back home. Baby bounced back & I went to buy dinner home. Home sweet home at 7plus nearing 8pm :D

School's tomorrow. Will be back tomorrow. Bye & goodnight! :D

My dearest baby.

No matter how deep I've fall, I know you'll be there to hold me up^^

My 3 girls, love you too. Esp my dearest wife, who've a adorable wife like me. Heehee! :D

I can't take it any longer,

2009-07-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

Is this part of life?

: For those who are much more closer to me, should know that I went for a bloodtest today. Okay, reason for the bloodtest is hard to explain over here. Ask me if you're keen to know^^ But anyway, everything turns out pretty fine. Going for another bloodtest tomorrow & no more bloodtest :D Just got to wait for report & if everything turns out well, I won't have to consume medicine. But ya, let's hope for the best then^^

School turns out pretty fine today. Called baby up at 6.30am & I went back to sleep until 7.30am, went to prepare things & left home. Stupid, I walked half way then I realise I left my lanyard at home. Rushed home to take & no choice but to take cab. Wtf?! Peak hours canzxzx. From my place go to yeetheng's place already like $6. Madness. Took key & took cab go school again. Total fare is like a $13.95, expensive manzxzx. & what's more, I got to wait for baby until 9plus before he arrive to school. Like, 9.15am like that then reach! I should have taken bus manzxzx :( Anyway, lessons were okay. Beg lesson, teacher let us try the sand scrub thingy, baby tried & I didn't. He keep action how smooth & soft his hand was. Stupid or what right?! Bpf was really-can-sleep kind of lesson. Poa was nice, I don't know why I like poa lesson though. Weirdo.

School ends at 12plus, bused back to pasir ris. Meet yeetheng & passed her the locker key, she left to meet her classmates while me & baby had kfc for lunch :D Bused over to polyclinic for bloodtest. The needle is super big manzxzx. Damn pain :( But then, knowing I'm fine is all worth it though. Bused back to whitesands & fatbaby went to take train while I went to buy lunch home. My baby is super funny & cute okay! He was super tired & wanting to go home, so I was like.. Okay lo. Then say bye & went separate ways. Just before I step into whitesands entrance, someone held my waist. I turned & it was baby! :D He kissed me then say bye again. He super sweeeeeeet right? Ha, I think that email makes baby back to him old self! :D & I love this.

Lessons start at 8am tomorrow. I wonder how am I suppose to wake up at 5.30am to wake baby up manzxzx. That pig!!!~ Must call at least 15 times before he can wake up. Zzz. But nevermind, he's been sleeping since like a um, 5plus? Until now still sleeping I think. Can't blame much, he live so farrrrr from school. Ha, understanding girlfriend he had.

Okay, nothing much to post already. Will be back tomorrow :D Bye & goodnight!

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Dorothy: here your tag. i change the photo in facebook already. so now is big big already. LOLS

Reply:- Yup, I seen already! :D Like big canzxzx. Hahaha. Seeyou soon okay!^^

Baby: Hey baby, hmmm soo ya love you uh

Reply:- Baby! I don't quite understand your tag lehzx. But then right, I see the 'love you uh', I happy already. Hahaha. Love you too! :D

Clarissa: haha madness referring to when uue sae my e laughter lorhx! ^^

Reply:- Oh! HAHAHA. Yup, your laughter super funny I swear! :D

Marilyn: shy wad sia!

cheer up !

Reply:- Hahaha, just shy lo! :D
Okay, thanks dear!^^ I'll cheer up. Seeyou in school uh {:

Theresa: is here t tag Tiffany ! *winks.

Reply:- Lol! Miracle manzxzx. Seeyou in school! :D

Yeetheng:D: the sweet cheer me up, after 2 months it still does have power to make me smile.

Reply:- Of course! The sweet is I buy one leh. Of course still can cheer you up! :D Ha, love youuuuu! & please smile soon alright? :D *see my adorable face can already!^^ Joke.

If it happens,

2009-07-12T23:26:00.007+08:00

Will thinking positively helps? I can't :(

: Fuck you, you think I want to drop hair isit? If you think so, please fuck yourself hard! I don't want to okay, stop that bloody fucking thinking canzxzx? Other people ask me think positively, how am I suppose to when you people are bringing me down? Oh please, put your fucking self in my shoe & think! How would you fucking feel if people keep think you've it?! Doctor never confirm anything, means I still can live longer than you people! Fuck you, really fuck you real hard :'( Fucking demoralised okay! Oh yes ah, you people did it manzxzx. Making me cry like a fucktard, happy? Laugh then! How great is this, my greatest & lovable siblings!!!~

Things are fine between me & fatbaby. Yes, real fine now :D & I'm currently happy with the condition we're in, hope things stay this way. Sudden urge of sending him a email & I didn't know he felt sad cause he made me feel this way. Of course, chatting with him over the msn makes me cry rather badly. But it's all nothing now. Cause everything's fine :D Loveyou lah, fatbaby^^

Anyway, today didn't meet my boyfriend. Appointment at 1.30pm to dye my hair, mummy fetch me there & had my hair dyed. Okay, I don't like my hair color now. It's like a dark brown & my previous color is gone! :( But mummy say that when I wash, it'll become more brighter. Don't know :/ Mrt over to bedok aftermath to find mummy. Downstairs to play with baby cousin & went off at 8plus nearing 9pm. Mummy gave the idea of going over to daddy's workplace for late dinner. Yup, went over & had porridge :D Not much appetite though. Left there at 9plus nearing 10pm for home.

Tomorrow, school starts at 9pm but I got to wake up at 6.30am to call my fatbaby up & go yt's house to get the locker key. Seriously don't know which asshole go change my locker's lock. Fuck shit manzxzx!!!~ Okay, forget it :/

I'll be back tomorrow, bye & goodnight.

Will you stay the same,

2009-07-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

If I'd it, I promise, I'll leave you for better choices out there.

I'm sad to the uber max now, cause monday is reaching in 2 days time. & those I'm much more closer with will know why I don't want it to come. Okay, forget about this. Don't ask me too much either, I don't want to cry like a dog again :(

Today, woke up at 12 & called him up. I was very shocked when I'm preparing to go toilet for washing up & stuff. Told mummy about it & she's bringing me for checkup this monday. Heart was super sour, but what to do? I'm ill-fated anyway :/ Everything, only me who gets it. Skip that. I was extremely tired for I don't know why. Felt that I might faint anytime, just have got no strength :( Met him & bought tickets for Sunshine cleaning, 4pm. Walked around & smuggle food in again!!~ Show was okay only. Not really funny though :/ Movie ended at around 5plus going 6pm, trained back to pasir ris with him. More than words to buy his so called 'slipper'. Know those kind to wear at home? Yup, that's it :D Bought dinner & walked back home. After dinner, watch movie & he left at 9plus.

*** A complete change person. Can I still rely on you like how I used to? :'(

No mood to update further. Bye.

This is my now,

2009-07-10T23:40:00.006+08:00

Regrets?

A bad morning to start off for today. Had a tiff with baby over the phone cause I'd to call him freaking 15 times before he can wake up! Can you imagine I from 8am call until 8.48am? That was how irritated I was. When he pick up the phone, he told me he didn't want to attend school. That makes me much more irritated. Like, wasted my 48 minutes of sleeping time to call him like mad & end up, not attending school :/ Of course, I skipped it as well. Went back to sleep & call him up at 11am cause we'd a movie date at 1pm. Again, he told me he didn't want to watch movie. Like, how irritating can it be?!!!~ Ending up, he came over to my house when he'd enough sleep. Hung up, he went back to sleep & I slept back as well.

Received a sms from him at 1plus telling me that he's coming over soon & when I wake up, then realised that it was raining. Cooling weather, slept back for awhile before waking up :D Milo & mushroom soup for breakfast, I cooked all by myself!!!~ Nice okay. Baby reached at 3plus & he's happy cause no one is at home. Nobody to disturb him asking for his phone. All the way until 4plus, then my brothers & mummy came home. See baby's phone & saw somethings, which makes me kind of unhappy. Had a small tiff with baby again & it was fine like after half hour? All of them went to e!hub for movie, leaving me, baby & ggm at home. Watched cds inside the room with baby while my ggm went to sleep. Hungry, ordered mcdonalds for dinner & went inside my room to talk. Started a certain topic & I heard something from baby, which seriously makes me heart super sour. Asked him to go home first, but he don't want to. Tears started flowing down & cried rather badly :'( Personal issues, anyway. Baby had assured me already & everything's fine :D Baby left for home at 9plus going 10pm by cab. My baby is super funny okay! I was like telling him that later the lift spoil & stuff, he's scared to take lift alone!!! Insisted that he want take lift with me. Silly!!!~

Tomorrow, a movie date with baby! :D Finally going for an outing again after so long~ Ha.

Me: How much you love me?

B: I love you alot.

Me: Your alot is how much?

B: x10 lo.

Me: Huh (sad face).

B: No lah, is x1000.

Me: I only x100 leh, you x1000?!~

B: Ok, I x200 okay.

Me: So, are you saying you love me more than I love you?

B: Ya (hug me).

Awww, he's so sweeeeeeeet!~

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Sherlin: Link you long time ago le .. hahas.. anyww meet up soon ??

Reply:- Sorry, forgotten. But link up now already! :D Okay, shall see how alright? Take careeee! :D

Clarissa: haha hokkayy! =) tt's madness ^^

Oh almost miss out... btw takkekkaire both of uue =) get real well back soon! eat more porridge^6

Reply:- Lol. What does your first tag mean? Haha. Yup, both of us is fine now, thanks for concern (:

Yeetheng :D: abby look? i wan see also! maybe i should be moody also than i'll get to see the retard u huh?!

Reply:- Wth!!!~ Where can like that oneeee?!! :( Love you.

Cecilia (:: maybe you will have a nitemare son le? or maybe, you will find yourself wet when you wake up. (:

Reply:- Shut up lah, ass! Zzz.

Baby: Everything will be alright:)

Reply:- I hope so :/

Marilyn: tag tag! dun be so quiet k. mix around! (:

Reply:- I shy! :x Hahaha. Will try okay :D

Pearline: Tiffany!!

Reply:- Pearline!!

Okay, will be back tomorrow^^ Bye & goodnight! :D

I should have guess so,

2009-07-09T20:02:00.003+08:00

I need assurance, baby.

Finally, baby is no longer sick after like 4 days. Went down everyday since he started having fever. Yes, it's tiring taking care of him & I fell sick the third day I went over. He's fine now, like finally. If not seeing him having no strength & all, I feel so heartache~

Anyway, today wasn't a nice day to speak about. So I'll skip it :( Tomorrow? Hope that things will be fine already. Or not I'll seriously break down in tears :'( Things is slightly better for us & I hope it'll be perfectly fine tomorrow. & I'm so going to show baby the abby look if he still no mood. Hur, maybe he'll start to smile & laugh at my retard face. I'll try it tomorrow :D

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Is this true love?

Okay, bye.

Bye,

2009-07-07T22:40:00.006+08:00

Baby, please get well soon :(

Will not be updating blog until baby's fine.

Fairytales,

2009-07-06T19:27:00.006+08:00

Sweet loving words.

Short update about yesterday.

Rebonded my hair.
Bought pens & pencil case with baby.
Back to my house with baby.
Cut my nails botak & painted it hot pink.

Today marks the first day of school. By right, I'm suppose to go to school as per normal. Waking up as early as 7am to call baby up, in any case he overslept. Called him & he told me he's having fever, I asked him to drag himself to school. After he take temperature, it was like a 39(?). I was super worried & he ask me to go school alone. Of course I didn't. I waited for like 7.45am & went to bathe, went to baby's house. Yes, first time there ever since he moved house. Took train all the way until jurong east & changed train to bukit ghombat(?). Went to buy those cooling pads for baby & walked to his house. Imagine me walking in a stranger place alone without asking for baby's help? I'm damn brave lah & I'm fucking retarded. Standing in the middle of the carpark jumping up & down to see what's that blk that is being block by that fucking tall tree. & end up it's baby's block. Which makes me super happy :D Walk super fast & I take the wrong lift? Stupid or what?!!! Told baby when I reach & he laugh at me. Bad ass.

Bring him to see doctor & his temperature go down a little to like a 38.5. Seen doctor & he've 3 days mc. But he'd promise me to go school tomorrow cause he's fine now :D He've alot of medicines to eat, poor thing. Walked over to buy mcdonalds breakfast & back to his place :D After eating, feed him eat medicine & he slept. I feed?!!! First time canzszs. Lol. I slept as well & it was really sickening, that stupid ass never sleep keep disturbing me. Zzz. Wake up after awhile & know what? I cook porridge for baby. Yes, I cook all by myself! Except that baby helped to wash the rice, cause I don't know how to. I cooked & I find it so not nice to eat but baby say it's nice. Trying to make me happy only. After that, wash up & everything, packed up & left his house at 4pm. Take cab to whitesands, buy dinner & reach home at 5plus.

Baby's fine now :D With his temperature 37, good progress!^^ Got me leh, of course. HAHAHA. & he kept naming me as doctor wong when I die die say I'm doctor tan. Lol. Inside joke. Anyway, tomorrow school is like at 8am, wtf? I don't like my new timetable now :( But yay! I'm going to wear the shoe that baby buy for me tomorrow to schooooooool :D

That's about it, I'll be back tomorrow. Byeeeeeee & tag me okay! :D & MY HAIR NOW IS LIKE SUPER LIKE A HELMET! :(

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cecilia (:: i am still here tagging you! i am not dead yet. =D
curse you to have more nightmare. WAHAHAHAHH! +DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Reply:- Lol? I'm having sweet dreams leh. Stupid.

Baby: i hungry:)
It's just a dream so it's not gonna happen lols
i love you

Reply:- Lol. How you know? Maybe happening soon. & I love you too.

Theresa: See , I tag you lei . Must be honour hor . Hahahahahs . See ya tmr !

Reply:- I'm so honoured leh. Lol! Okay, seeyou tomorrow.

TT--Kailian:]: Tag YOU, you say . haha!

Reply:- Such a nice tag from you man?!!! I hate you already :(

Clarissa: dreams are often e opposite of reality xDD all e bez for ur new term of studyy =DD

Reply:- Hope so. Thanks & ya, meet up soon alright? Miss you & your laughter leh. HAHAHA.

I told you so,

2009-07-05T20:56:00.005+08:00

Someday, you'll come back calling my name.

My baby's sick & I'm fucking worried. Hope he'll be better tomorrow :/
Will be back tomorrow. School's on, boring to the uber max! Bahhhh~ Goodnight & bye.

Dream.

2009-07-05T01:48:00.004+08:00

It was a pretty nice day, with your smiles covering all the lies you'd made up. Of course, laughter & chats like any other day. You went to the toilet & as usual, I peep at your smses. I saw something, which I told myself it wasn't true. I saw something, which made my eyes watery. You came back, I used my hands to wipe off the tears in my eyes. At that point where I'm wiping away my tears, you received a sms. It might be an expected sms to you, but to me, it was otherwise. You tried to cover up your phone with your hand, but I manage to take a glance of what the content was. I was telling myself that, you'll never do this to me. I was telling myself that, it's not the true. Little did I know, you're lying to me all along with your honey words.

She called you baby, like how I always called you. I was shock, my eyes became watery. I asked you, why is she calling you this. You told me because she loved you. I asked you again, who'll you choose. I was shock upon hearing your answer. You say, you'd choose her instead of me. Tears immediately start flowing. I was crying, crying hard. Running away from where we'd sat down for lunch. Running to a quiet place, I called up my friend & cried to her. I sat down on the floor, crying hard to myself. Telling myself that, everything is just a dream. Telling myself that, you're not heartless. Afterall, we know each other much more longer than you knowing her. I stopped crying & went back to the place where we'd sat down for lunch, little did I know. I'd saw you hugging her. I can't believe my eyes. You saw me, looking at me with those guilty eyes. I can't take any second look, I turned & run. I thought you might give chase, but I was wrong. You ain't bothered & you went off with her.

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This is the dream I'd last night. A very very very x100 bad dream okay! :( It won't happen, cause when I tell baby this dream, he assured me :D Ha, silly I know. But I can't control my dream, who can? Lol.

(:

2009-07-04T21:35:00.007+08:00

No more turning back.

As you can see, I've changed my blogskin. Comments are welcome^^

Today, it was boring. Yes, boring to the uber max. Pretty obvious I didn't met up with anyone. Went to whitesands to buy my lunch & homed. Such a good girl :D Wanted to take afternoon nap, but I'm a good girl okay! Listen to what doctor say, not to sleep in the afternoon or not I'll suffer during midnights. Praise me! :D Ha. Anyway, I used computer the whole day so there's nothing much to update though. Plurk chats with Michelle & Theresa was nice, at least it kills my boredom :D

Tomorrow, day out with baby! :D Going to eat my pizzahut! Yay^^ Monday school starting, boringgggggg~ Booooo ): But one thing I'm happy about is, I've a new class advisor. Not that old cartoon anymore. Happy + happy = super happy.

Ok, I'll be back tomorrow^^

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Clarissa: alamak 1st tyme kanna caught for not tagging sia =x hees anyway can see uue had a great nite ytd bah

Reply:- Yup, a pretty great day! :D HAHA, so please tag when you read. Lol.

Michelle: Where can like tat praise yourself der? First time see you like this haha!

Reply:- Me or Weifeng? LOL.

Baby: hmm dumb dumb don't think too much kay
Baby today hope you enjoy yourself. Are we going to eat pizzahut?? i love you baby:)
please do have sweet dreams and dream abouut your adorable babywong

Reply:- Babyyyyyyyyy!~ Yup, I enjoyed & I'm so going to eat pizzahut tomorrow! :D & I'd a nightmare ): You know, I know )':

Cecilia (:: yo ass! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Reply:- You're so dead tonight. HAHAHA.

Bad headache! :(

10th Anniversary dinner.

2009-07-04T19:43:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D
Thursday, 02 July 09.
Met baby at clementi at 1plus, walked around & bought baby's shoe. Surprised that he'll bring me go eat pizza hut that I'm craving for since long ago :D Love you lah.

Afterthat, walked to west coast to alter baby's pants, while waiting, we went to find a void deck to sit. Saw baby's friends & we sat together. Went back, collect pants & we head back to pasir ris as I kept complaining I was super sleepy. Slept awhile in the bus to mrt station & slept in train all the way to pasir ris. Bused home & had dinner. Sit sit talk talk until 8.45pm & baby left for home :D

Yesterday, 03 July 09
It's prcs's 10th anniversary event. Woke up at 11plus, surf the net awhile & do some housechores while waiting baby to reach my place. Took a nap & baby wake me up for lunch :D Kfc! I think I've been eating kfc for quite sometime already lo. But I don't know why I just feel like eating kfc so much. Anyway, bathe & put makeup, make my hair & left house at 4pm to usual place to meet up with others. Went in school, dinner was alright nah. Took photos & everything ended at around 8plus. Talked to teachers & it was nice :D Usual place afterthat to take photos & separate ways with them while baby & I walked home. Halfway through, I can't stand already, feet hurts like mad. Wanted to walk home barefooted, but I saw Mr Shafie. & he say to send us home by his car! :D Of course I'd agreed to it. Ha. Yup, he sent us back to my place & baby walked me to my doorstep before he left for home (:

Group photo with Miss Koh.

4 of us with Mr Ng.

5 of us.

4 of us.

4 of us, again.

Event was great, at least to have some catching up with mates :D One last event before school opens & boringggggggg~ Tomorrow not meeting baby. Sunday he's bringing me go eat pizza hut, again to make it up for me :D Yes, again^^ I don't know why this few days I've been craving for this kind of food. Laughs.

Lastly,

The greatest gift from heaven.

That's about it. Back on Sunday. Bye & goodnight.